Week 5
On holiday

I’m not going to describe what I did on Wednesday and Thursday of my holiday, firstly because I can’t remember exactly, and secondly, because it’s classified!!
What I can say is that through the day, when we were laid under the glowing sky by the crystal clear sea, college was literally a million miles away, along with doctor’s appointments, treatments, tablets, the same f**king four walls day in day out, they didn’t exist while I was on holiday.

Until the last few days, I didn’t think about college, but when I did, I didn’t get the sickly feeling. I’d caught up before I went away, specifically so I didn’t have to think about it.

I got back from Turkey on Monday morning, not feeling quite right. By Tuesday I was really ill. I went to the Docs and it turns out I have a kidney infection.
Pain, pain, pain, pain, all made worse by the fact I’d have a week off pain, but it was back, like it was making up for lost time. I must have been extremely bad in a past life for God to be punishing to this extent. Twat! Its non stop. I’ve no time to draw breath before the next thing hits me, it’s a bit crazy.