Week 17
Scared, tired, jealous, happy and annoyed.

Wednesday/Thursday

After finding out I was 6 weeks pregnant during the Christmas break, I was feeling ill and not getting any sleep. This is the reason I had to miss the first week back, which I was really, really disappointed about.

I wanted to go and see my marks along with the rest of the group and talk to the boys about it.

Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, I am feeling ill for a different reason to my illness but I don’t think it will last and will finally allow me to get back to studying.

This week I thought about college a lot. I was almost jealous that I couldn’t be there and a little annoyed that yet something else was getting in my way. When I say that, I mean the feeling ill because of the pregnancy was getting in my way, not being pregnant. I’m over the moon at the thought of being a mummy and bringing the class total to 18!!

All week I was thinking about getting the A4 assignment into the template and didn’t do it. I hoped to have it handed in this week, then next week but that’s not going to happen either. I should have done it as I had time but I think I had too much on my mind to settle into it.

I am apprehensive about going back to college next week as I know I will be behind again and the effort of having to catch up tires me. I will do it however, and hopefully get back up to date as soon as I can.